Some people are so desperate for something to happen, whether it be good or bad... Something to bring excitement to their lives. They're so desperate for it that they'll find ways to create drama. Why not create good things instead of drama? Perhaps they don't feel like they can do something good with their life, but they want something exciting to happen. It's sad... If I'm describing you then let me give you some advice: Get into studying God's Word, get into prayer, and get a good hobby! Get something productive going in your life. Spread the gospel, that's exciting. Do anything that's good and productive that helps you and others instead of bringing people down. I'm at a crossroads... I want my music to take off, but I don't have the funds to properly promote or to get a better quality production and that's really what I need. This is my problem at the moment, but I'm praying and praying and I'm going to believe that the Lord will find a way for me. Because I sure don't have a way, and things are quiet... But I guess I'll just take this quiet time and enjoy it while I can.